Last year, the CDC posted a blog entry about the Zombie Apocalypse (opens in a new window/tab).  No, they weren’t actually expecting zombies to pop out of the ground.  Instead, they were trying to make a point about being prepared for bad weather.

Then last week, I was reading an email from Natural News about the zombie apocalypse starting.  Curious, I read it and got a brief overview of the gory scene last week.  A naked man chewing the face off another naked man.  The author of the article on Natural News blamed the incident on too many pharmaceutical drugs and vaccines.  I just took the article with a grain of salt.  I don’t always agree with everything on that website.

Then I got home, and found the same thing in the local paper.  Hmm, guess it’s true.

Now, they’re attributing the guy’s bad behavior to a drug.  I seem to remember a CSI episode like that.

Here’s CBS’s take on the incident.

Here’s ABC’s input.

On the other hand, the guy’s girlfriend said he doesn’t do drugs, that he seemed to be trying to turn his life around, and that he walked around with a Bible.  Instead, she theorizes that he had a voodoo curse placed on him.  One that made him act like that.

Maybe this is how it starts.

Or maybe this is just one more freakish incident in a week filled with a pot smoking mother who leaves her baby on the top of a car, a woman who masturbated for motorists on Highway 484 in Florida, a man sending dismembered body parts through the mail in Canada and an MSU student charged with killing someone before eating their heart and brain.

If you want more disturbing things that have been in the news, you can go to Dreamin’ Demon’s website. Warning, the site is graphic, but to me it’s like a train wreck – hard to look away.

I was reading the NaturalNews website the other day and saw an article that refers to the Pink Slime that I mentioned the other day.  http://www.naturalnews.com/035919_pink_slime_meat_glue_factory_food.html (opens in a new window).

In it, they talk about how consumers are driving the food manufacturing business.  If the consumers don’t like what’s in a product, they avoid it, or push back and the food processors change how they make their products.  At the end of the article, they suggest you can stay away from these additives by avoiding processed foods.

I disagree.  Scratch that, I heartily disagree.

Let’s start with pink slime.  Not the mechanically separated chicken or turkey that was associated with the picture originally, but the LFTB, BLBT.  Lean, Finely Textured Beef.  The one that are processed to remove the fat, then sprayed with Ammonia or Citric Acid.

There was no way to be sure you were staying away from this product.  If you bought a package of hamburger in the store, it might or might not have had this ingredient.  With consumer awareness, stores stopped selling anything with LFTB because consumers wouldn’t eat it.

The next one, transglutiminase enzyme, otherwise known as meat glue.  It’s difficult to know if you’re getting this.  It can be in any whole muscle item you get at the store.  It’s used to take smaller pieces of whole muscle meat, and glue them together to make bigger pieces of whole muscle meat.  Yuck.

So how can you tell if you’re getting this? About the only way I can think of is to get ground meat.  Oh wait, but the you would have chanced getting pink slime.  What a choice.

At this point, grocery stores have bowed to public pressure and gotten rid of LFTB.  One of the companies that made it went bankrupt.  The other closed at least 3 of their 4 factories. So you can buy ground beef without worrying about that.

If you get ground turkey, check the ingredient statement for mechanically separated turkey.  It has to be listed on the label, unlike LFTB.

It all come down to choosing the lesser of the evils.  Fish with mercury, poultry – unless you get poultry on the bone, you might wonder if it’s got transglutiminase enzyme, ditto for whole muscle beef or pork, or go vegetarian.

We won’t even talk about genetically modified soy.

More food for thought. I used to struggle with the fact that I’m an introvert.  When I was growing up, I’d read during my free time.  In grade school, I’d read during the time after I finished a test before the test time ended.  At least one of my teachers found it hard to get my attention when I was reading.

Now… now I’m still introverted, though not nearly as introverted as my oldest.  It’s not a bad thing, but it’s something you sometimes need to overcome to do what you’re truly meant to do.   It is easier to do so in a blog instead of in person, but easier does not mean easy.

Only two different videos tonight.  One is highly partisan, but is only 5 minutes.  The other talks of inequality, and is 16 minutes long. I think the second is more valuable, but the first still gives food for thought.

I started this post on May 5, but then got sidetracked, as has been happening a lot lately.

So today I watched the parade for Tri-State. The parade started out with older cars, with a dance school, then ended up as a band parade.  Once the band parade started, it brought back a lot of memories.  Like any typical band geek (bet you’d never have expected that! LOL) I played clarinet.

I remember our band uniforms weren’t that hot compared to what other schools wore.  I felt so bad for those kids, some of them were wearing black uniforms.  Now, granted might not be bad if it’s cool out.  Normally, Tri-State is a rainy weekend, which makes for a miserable parade.  However, today it was sunny and 70’s.  I actually got some color on my legs while sitting and watching the parade.  Sunny and 70’s isn’t a good combination with wool uniforms.

One thing that bothered me – I saw kids finish their part and then run back to the beginning to give their instruments to the next set of kids from their school. If it was just drums, no problem, but horns too.

If I remember right, the first set was the elementary band, with the next set being the junior high band.  I said it was horns, but it was a number of brass instruments.  Not trumpets, but a tuba and a baritone horn.

I had hoped that they were passing the instruments because someone had forgotten theirs, but I was told by a coworker that some schools provide the instruments instead of students purchasing their own.  She said that most likely they just didn’t have enough instruments for everyone who wanted to play them.

To that, I just say a big eww.  I couldn’t imagine playing some of those instruments after someone else had played.  Spit valves are there for a reason.

I won’t go into it more than that, but if you’ve been around instruments for awhile, you know what I’m talking about.

So I haven’t been posting much.  Since the last time I posted, my oldest, my Marine left for deployment.  He’s overseas, and momma’s kinda worried about him, even if she doesn’t write him as much as she should. I hate having him so far away, another time zone, across the world.  I keep wanting to text him to check up on him, and he can’t get texts without paying roaming unless he’s in a wi-fi hot spot.  So I keep from texting him.  I think about him a lot though, and worry.  But that’s mom’s job – to worry, and to miss him.

I’m temping at the company I used to work for, and there’s been a big hubbub lately.  That’s making my life so much more interesting, like it wasn’t before.

In the last few months, this whole issue of ‘pink slime’ has come up.  I thought at first, it wasn’t a big deal, I mean all they do is take beef trimmings with lots of fat, process it to remove the fat, spray it with an anti-microbial and then sell it.  The only real problem I had was that the anti-microbial in the news was ammonia hydroxide.  The company I work for uses stuff treated with citric acid instead.  I thought it wasn’t such a big deal.

But I read something today about how this LFTB (Lean Finely Textured Beef), BLTB (Boneless Lean Beef Trimmings) or ‘pink slime’ actually tends to test positive for things like e-coli more frequently than other types of beef.  Hmmm

Granted, much of what we sell is cooked products, but they put it in some of the raw items as well.

Or they did, right now, others in the department are rushing to remove this ingredient from all items, starting with the ones sold to the schools.

Should be fun.

This week, I’ve seen myself reflected in others’ eyes, and I’m not entirely happy with what I’ve seen.  I’ve resolved that I’m going to change some things, try to become more of who I want to be.

I’ve also spent a lot of time trying to figure out what I’m passionate about other than my kids.  I used to have a lot of interests, but I let depression and bad choices take some away.  It’s time to change that too.

Tonight, I found out that someone I admired growing up died.  Her funeral was today.  She was the mother of one of the kids I used to hang around with in town when I was young (fourth grade and under).  I remember exploring their back yard, and the cars that were in the back yard that her sons were working on.  I can remember going to her house the day I got a black eye.

I don’t remember seeing her much after the incident where I got the black eye.  I moved away soon after that.

I didn’t realize it until today, but in addition to my friend, her youngest, she had 8 children.  It was a different time back then, but French Catholic families tend to be bigger too.

I know they’ll never see this, but Cookie, you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

Old joke, I know. My stepdad’s brother got his nickname from that joke.

Going through news sites tonight, I noticed an article about how Republicans never learn and will always repeat their failed and unpopular policies.

The article is here – http://www.politicususa.com/en/republican-fail-loop (opens in a new window).

The author had some points about Republicans repeating policies over and over, whether or not they’re good ideas.  However, I’ve noticed that Democrats do the same thing.  Heck, right now many of our problems aren’t because the Republicans were blocking what the Democrats wanted to do.  Instead, members of both parties were acting like spoiled children and weren’t willing to compromise.  When your kids are fighting like this, you spank them and put them in a corner.

Not that I think spanking is going to help.  Some of them might even like that too much 😉 LOL

But maybe it’s time to send the message that we’re not happy with how our elected officials are acting.  We want them to play nice and cooperate.

It’s sad to say, I honestly don’t think that we’ll see cooperation any time soon.  Too many people are indifferent to what is going on, or listen to the finger pointing and believe that it’s the other party.

When I first saw today’s date, I kept thinking it was someone’s birthday. The thought was bugging me because I knew it was someone I had been close to at one time. Then at lunch, I figured it out. So I had some chocolate covered strawberries in honor of Xxax, who was once my best friend, though I don’t talk to him any longer. Some days I do miss talking to him. Today is his 40th, so he can feel over the hill now *eg*

Other than that, life is passing me too quickly. I’ll soon be 41, and I’ve been doing what I can to try to change some things in my life.

I’ve been working for a temp agency the last 2 weeks. Yesterday, I almost didn’t get a paycheck because my supervisor didn’t sign off on my hours (I use a swipe card, so I don’t track anything on paper). I’m seriously thinking I need to ask for some paper time cards, because of the mix-up. In the meantime, because the company I’m doing work for is a big employer in the area, I did get a check.

It’s getting late, and there’s going to be much going on tomorrow. I think it’s time to get some sleep, and a dear friend of mine would agree. LOL he’s not even on the MUD, so I guess I’m right 😉

For the last week or so, I’ve caught myself looking at things that happened in the past with a lot of regret. I see mistakes I’ve made and wonder if I made the best choice in the situation. I’ve been thinking that I might make a different choice knowing what I know now.

I see choices I made that I wish I had done differently, like dropping out of school, or letting negative comments about how hard it is to get published discourage me from my writing. I can’t get to much of my writing any more because it’s on a laptop with a dead battery. I guess that needs to be a priority at some point. Or it might be on a desktop that isn’t functioning right now. At least with that one I can just take out the hard drive and hook it to another computer.

Although I’m regretting some of my choices, I’m not letting the negatives sit rent-free in my head. I just wish I had worked at my writing more instead of letting that part of me sit idle.

On another note, I heard from my oldest yesterday, my Marine (though I’m sure he’d be embarrassed to hear me call him that LOL – yes, he reads my blog), the son who was around when I first started MUDding. He’s going to be deployed in March. I’m scared for him, and I’ll worry the whole time he’s gone. But I’m proud of him too. He saw what he wanted to be, and went after it. Now if only he’d call so I know what I’ll need to keep track of while he’s gone. LOL

Anyway, after the stresses of the last few days, I think I’m headed to bed early tonight. Laterness & g’night.