I was talking to someone today and remembered something I forgot long ago. Before I got married the first time, before I got pregnant with my oldest, I signed up for a college course about the history of the Middle ages. I don’t even remember the name of the class now. What I do remember […]

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I was looking at a post on a Vermont page on Facebook. Someone was asking about a Pride event going on. The hate on that post shocked me. I guess that’s why I tend to try to avoid looking at anything other than posts from my friends. One of the people said something about a […]

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A friend showed me this today, and I had to laugh. It just fits so much of what you see online. I’m still struggling with journaling every day. I’m going to keep trying for now. I need to get some of these thoughts out of my head because my emotions feel heavy when I don’t. […]

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I had a regular checkup last week. I said something about losing Nick, and he suggested counseling to find a way to cope. I don’t need to see someone else to find a coping mechanism. I’ve always written to sort through things. I’ve always done that with my writing. Unfortunately, I haven’t done much writing […]

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https://www.rawstory.com/judd-blevins/ I’ve been trying to stay away from politics lately. Other than some posts in 2020 that I have deactivated, that is. This is just too — something — to avoid. I knew about this a couple of months ago. I saw a flyer that was passed out, I don’t remember if it was passed […]

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Found this on Twitter/X. It’s something I guess. I guess I turn into a zombie today. I’ve been working two jobs, but I’ll try to update tonight on what it’s like to be a zombie. Sounds fun. The anniversary of Nick’s death was rough. I’ve had a few rough days in the last month, sometimes […]

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I’ve been doing DoorDash lately. I had the summer off, and was living in my head too much. Today, someone bought a bunch of cereal from Walgreens (through DoorDash) and I was assigned to deliver it – to the local food bank. Kinda cool. Last week, someone came up to me while I was waiting […]

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Monday would have been my step-son’s 23rd birthday. We have a memorial dinner planned and have invited a number of people – ones that were important parts of his life. His mom and grandmother’s deaths might have been part of why he felt he needed to do what he did. (The phrase I was looking […]

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You know I had to bring it up 😀 I’ve been playing on the OpenAI website when time permits, and I’ve been doing some looking/research at how it affects cybersecurity. It’s not all fun and games. My oldest and I were talking Saturday night about ChatGPT. Some of our conversation made me think. I’ve used […]

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Last Saturday (5/13) my daughter graduated high school. Two days earlier, my youngest has his 8th grade promotion. He’s in high school. She doesn’t know what she wants to do. She tried to do cosmetology and culinary at the local Votech, but didn’t get into either program. She’ll probably just keep working at the grocery […]

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